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[Re:Con The Last Starfighter aka Alex von doom]

i dont wanna sound like a whiny ass bitch with this but i mean i'm starting to realize something, no matter where i live nor no matter wherei go i encounter stress ESPICIALLY from work and you know its just ludicris in its entirity, i've got kind of a bum ticker if you catch my drift or at least it feels like it from alcohol and drug abuse andit sucks cause i mean i'm tryin to live my life stress free and tryin to just live life happily but it always seems to me that no matter how happily i try and live my life things come into play that try and destroy it, no the thing i want to speak on is the fatc as humans should we allow these things to destroy or or should we determine whether or not we can convert that negative ness into a positive reinforcement ofr our daily lives and honestly i feel that we can!!!! but its a choice that all of us as humans must make, i;ve been learning how to do it and i've been lerning how to deal with life to advert any bad things happening to me due to stress, funny thing is though no matter how hard i try to advert it i always get my ass kicked by stress!! but i guess you could say i kick its ass back, and in thelong run make a series of conjuncting events that can lead to even more serious health issues, thats why at this point and time i dunno what to do in life ma ass is just wandering in circles tryin to find a new job and just get out of this hell hole iof a city!!!

you know i heard fuckin gun shots in my hood, not even 4-5 blocks away one night and i t freaked me out, this is a ghetto but its supposed to be one of the more chiller parts of the hoodm now i dont know that even more sacry was while i was walking down the streettalkin to my older brother a month a go i hear rapid gunfire not even a block away fromme and it was getting closer and closer to me as i walked!! funny fucking this is people in this city dont pay any fuckin attention they just ignored it and walked, which i was amazed at i was like what the fuck? dude if those guys who are firing come by us were gonna get shot and killed, ok though the most scary of al thouhg was we had a shootout happen right in frot of my apartment, literally right in front on the sidewalk in front of my patio and front door!!! fuckin scary isnt it? and thats why i'm stressed it fuckin blows i dont wanna have to woory bout getin shot because some retard ass motherfucker thinks i'm a gangbanger grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!


well thats enough of my bitching and whining and complaining from me for now

more to come

[Mama Doom]

boo on stress! boo on gunshots... I'm glad to live somewhere that is peaceful now.. used to hear gunshots all the time before I came here.. XOX LAFAYETTE. I love this quiet place.